« Shopping therapy | Main | Dr. G00gle »

December 20, 2007



i am so sorry that you are having to go through this pain - again.

you deserve only good things.


I'm kind of in the same place myself. There is a lot of the nothingness, but then some things make me feel incredibly comforted (like the warmth of the puppy). So I find myself, clinging to that, for a moment of respite, from the numbness. I think it's just being grateful that I feel SOMETHING, anything at all. And then I think, this is just crazy? But that's what it is, right now.

I'm going through the motions of life too, but I am hoping to find a little happiness and peace sometime soon. I hope for the same, for you. Though, I know it is easier said than done. Take care.




I can relate to that feeling of nothingness. It's a strange place between shock and the pain of it all that hasn't quite registered yet.

I don't know if you do, but if you don't, let yourself cry, it's a very important release at this phase of mourning. After the first two miscarriages I wouldn't let myself and it was the worst thing I could have done as it turned out.


XXX Artblog


Yes, I remember walking through an outlet mall a few weeks ago and not even wanting to walk in the stores. What's the point? I thought to myself. There's nothing on this earth, aside from carrying a pregnancy to term, that can make me happy.

I'm so sorry you have to go through this a second time. It goes without saying that life isn't fair.


I just found your blog and I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your recent loss. No one should have to go through that horror once, no matter twice. This is a sucky time of year for the childless-not-by-choice crowd, even more so when you're dealing with fresh grief.

I can relate to the obsessive web-crawling. Sometime obsession helps one stay sane -- gives the brain something to focus on.


I'm so sorry for how you're feeling and I can relate to that emptiness. after such devastating loss it seems nothing in the world can heal your heart. the thought of a healthy pregnancy and baby may help you look towards the future, and that light and hope are critical. but right now just is. sending you strength and healing. ~luna


I completely understand what you're feeling. I appreciate you putting it together in such a lovely way.

The comments to this entry are closed.