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March 02, 2008


My Reality

When I a so bored I can't get off the couch, I read blogs. It is probably bad that my laptop is in front of the couch!


When I'm bored, what helps me is to do something at least marginally creative -- baking, decorating, painting, taking photos, writing lyrics or poems, or even trying to find the perfect set of white dishes or perfume. Once I'm concentrating on something and my mind is fully invested in trying to make it come out the way I want it to, I feel a lot better.

Your mileage may vary....

Pamela Jeanne

Get the music out! I find that listening to great tunes inevitably distracts me enough to get me out of my funk and gets the creative juices flowing. Even dancing stupidly around the room is a way to get the blood moving again...

Hey - got a new book recommendation for you. I spent no less than an hour perusing the library biography/memoir section before I FINALLY came across my target -- a book written by a woman who didn't have children. It's called "Are You Somebody" and is written by the Dublin-based Irish Times columnist Nuala O'Faolain. I just started digging into it last night. Looks very promising.

In the meantime, give me a shout the next time your bored. We can bore each other ;-) ...

Aunt Becky

Oh, I play Free Cell when super bored. And like niobe, I distract myself with weird tasks. Like cleaning baseboards.


Thanks for commenting on my blog. I came by hear months and months ago, but lost track of your blog. I don't even know if I commented.

I am so sorry to hear of your recent loss. wish I could do more than just express that thought.

I have found that when I am really unenthusiastic, just getting outside for a walk picked me up enough to try something else. Of course, the trick is being motivated enough to go for a walk.


When I'm bored I generally have a nap. Unless I'm at work, of course.

Take care,




Age has f*** all to do with being a good mum. Listen, I was exhausted with all the years of loss i wanted to give up too, I felt drained and had no energy at all.

A break would be beneficial to you, not a long one obviously but some sort of break where you think about yourself and only yourself. Give yourself time to heal, physically and mentally and emotionally.

I'm a huge hobby fan, I have a million silly but interesting hobbies and I flit from one to the other dependant on my mood of the day, they're all distractions so think up loads and keep yourself busy. I don't know how sporty you are but it really helped me, more than I thought it would, it releases the good endorphins:)

What choice you make after that I have to leave up to you, they all sound hopeful though and I really hope one of them works.



I've just read the other comments and I have to admit housework is a great time swallower. There is always something to clean! When your back hurts and your house gleams you know you've done well and it is sort of a form of exercise. It can become addictive though so watch out :)

Ms. Planner

I agree with Art Blog, hopefully you can benefit from dedicating some time just to yourself. To heal, to renew, to fill the coffers back up so you are ready to tackle a new path or plan.

When bored, I start a crazy organizing project. Like organizing the linen closet or purging old recipes. Martha Stewart would be proud.

Hang in there.


I read gossip--and blogs. Also, cleaning: that really keeps me from being bored--my house always seems to have some sort of mess. Ill get out the vacuum and my ipod and go to down=)
And you're so right...a lot of time is spent waiting in this journey. I am so sorry you have to be at this place-and so sorry for your loss. I hope your path becomes clear soon.


I read blogs. I am rarely bored, but that is because I am so insanely busy, most of the time. I load myself with too much work, and then there's no time for boredom. It works!



There are all kinds of reverse positioning clues in regards to favor in this morbidly disfavored age:::Late bloomers have god's favor and are therefore given more time to fix their probelms and get out before puberty. People with infertility problems would be wise to look at themselves in this same light. I'd remind you Italians both bloom early AND had a reputation for breeding like rabbits (blacks bred like rabbits too, but it was to CHEAT the welfare system, yet another thing the gods are punishing them for).
Similarly, women without marriage prospects are receiving extra time as well. If they were to get married later in life the gods would just tell some man, who likely thought he was earning, that he could get divorced in a couple of years anyways.
You don't want this. You would be wise to put that time to good use, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.

As people begin to age the gods employ corrupting tactics. They ultimately begin to look down on the children and the wisdom they recently understood:::
They voluntarily turn their back on their opportunity to ascend and instead embrace evil.
It's not old people who go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they've made throughout their lives. Children are the ones who have the opportunity to ascend.

Children are discounted by adults in society. The gods corrupt people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system, and subsequently look down on the children. This is one of the most bitter, painful ironies the gods employ, for people consciously turn their back on and lose their opportunity to ascend::::
Religions teach that old people to go to heaven when they die. They don't. Old people are reincarnated. It's the children who go to heaven.
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their innocence/purity or religious-based educational pursuits are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people::::It's the children whom the gods teach the right way for it is the children who have a chance. For example, they teach children to have faith, for understanding the god's geographical clues hurts people by illustrating negative things, opening the door for the god's to employ deceptive tactics.
Old people don't go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they've made throughout their lives. It's the children who have the opportunity to go to "heaven". They must behave apprioriately, think correctly and be genuinely god-fearing. Their innocence and lack of desensitization ensures they have a real opportunity to achieve this goal.

This is charecteristic of the gods methodology::::The big prize gone early, deception compels people to chase something that has already been decided. They sent this clue with boss as well. It is also a clue supporting my claim RW&B's german is in fact Christianity's Anti-Christ. Logic also dictates, considering the definition.
The confusion over this multi-dimentional positioning will serve as an effective tactic, eliminating many additional disfavored in the process, for positioning states the Apocalypse to be a continuation of WorldWarII's Aryan superrace ideals, positioned as punishment for the 5th century invastion of the Roman Empire:::John's Fourth Reich.
This amounts only to "nested theater":::::Levels of positioning enables the gods to scapegoat:::::RW&B merely is the tool the gods chose to execute the final scene of their scripted theater that is human history.

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