Well ...

You know what's coming don't you? This cycle started ok. There were four follicules, not a lot admittedly but at least a starting point. I did the injections etc. etc. and at my first scan what do they spot? A dominant monster follicule. So, this cycle is officially cancelled.

I keep on telling myself it could be worse. It was a risk with a the protocol I was following, that there would be a dominant follicule. At least I responded. At least there were follicules. At least it wasn't cancelled because of lack of follicules. Still, I am pretty pissed off, which I suppose is also better than being weepy. Anyway. So, I have cancelled the hotel, changed my ticket and the good thing is I fly back to H tomorrow. Also I have done some fun things this week and I always like travelling so it's not like it is all bad.

Have to hang on to that thought.

Comments

[Mel]

Shit, I'm sorry, sweetie.

[Katie]

I admire your positive attitude.

But this really sucks. I am so, so sorry.

[Geohde]

Ack.

I am so sorry to hear your cycle got canned.

I think you're remarkably tough,

J

[Becky]

Fuck. Shit.

I'm sorry love.

[Lyrehca]

Aw, jeez. I'm sorry.

[luna]

oh crap, I'm so sorry. you do have a wonderful attitude. but it still sucks.

[Sam]

I'm not really sure why a dominant follicle is a bad thing but I'm sorry the cycle is over. Onwards and upwards I guess.

[Ms Heathen]

I came over after reading about your cancelled cycle on Lost & Found. I'm so sorry - I've been there myself and know how much it sucks.

[Pamela Jeanne]

I can fully understand why anger is the lead emotion here. I'm mad for you. Hope you had a safe trip home to H.

[Artblog]

Shit and damn from me too :( Sorry! HUGS

[PJ]

I came over from Lost and Found.

I'm sorry about your cancelled cycle.

I just had what was to be my first IVF cycle converted into an IUI about a week ago. Not being able to go through with the IVF completely sucked! I had three dominant follicles and 11 under 10mm. The RE says that it just "happens". Is that how they explained it to you? I still don't get it.

Better luck next cycle. :)

[Searching]

ARG!! I'm SO sorry about this. It just plain SUCKS!

[Stephanie]

I am so sorry. It really sucks to hear that your cycle was cancelled.

[niobe]

Ouch.

[Kymberli]

It's hard to scratch out something to look forward to after disappointments, and I'm glad that you can right now.

Anger? I'm mad right with you.

[DC]

I am so sorry your cycle was cancelled. This has happened to me a few times and I know how frustrating it can be.

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[Tarah]

I'm so sorry your cycle got canceled. Here's to hoping for a slower response next cycle.

[Jen]

I'm just coming over from NaComLeavMo.
I'm sorry to hear that your cycle got cancelled. It sucks, and is totally unfair.

[Shawna]

I know how much this sucks. I just came off of a cancelled cycle the week before ER. I'm sorry that this happened to you.

[Kymberli]

I just wanted to stop in to see how you were doing. (((HUGS)))

[Cibele]

I am here from Nacomleavmo . I am so sorry about your canceled cycle. HUGS

[Bonnie]

Over from nacom, why did they cancel because of the dominant follicle? I thought big follicles were a good thing? I'm just starting on all this treatment stuff so I am a noob.

[Kim]

Durn! So sorry.Canceled cycles were so hard for me, I having to gear up emotionally all over again! Hope things go as planned next time! NCLM

[Portia P]

I came here via NaComLeavMo and i'm so sorry about your follicle.

I had a cycle cancelled in December and was told to totally give up so I know how gutting it is.

It does get better and there IS always hope so hang on in there.

[duck]

nacomleavmo

being cancelled in a cycle is such an awful experience, all that hope, everything it takes to work up to do a cycle, so sorry to read about it.
i hope it gets better.