Do you ever have times when you go through all the motions but it feels like you are 3 degrees to the left of everything? I just feel off; as if I can talk or write or drive but I could just as easily find myself mouthing contradictory platitudes or writing an email to ask if I can attend a function I have no intention of going to or driving in the opposite direction to that in which I want to go because there is not gap in the right lane and it seems too difficult to create one. Fighting the stream seems exhausting and has got me nowhere. Going with the current feels like I don't exist, feels like I am giving in to everyone else's wishes but I have no idea what my own are. I just wonder why nothing seems to be working out ...
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yes, I often have that feeling. detached, frustrated, exhausted.
Posted by: luna | November 09, 2008 at 12:13 PM
I hope I don't sound like an idiot if I confess that I often feel something that seems awfully similar.
Posted by: niobe | November 14, 2008 at 06:27 AM
um, yes, I know exactly what you're talking about. It's easier to be angry because at least then you feel like you're alive.
Posted by: Pamela Jeanne | November 21, 2008 at 10:01 AM
Hey girl, wheres you been. U ok? I thought I emailed you a while back but no reply.
Keep us in touch hun.
Posted by: Artblog | December 16, 2008 at 06:43 AM
Checking in on you... Hope you are okay.
Posted by: Leah | December 23, 2008 at 06:19 PM