A new year. The last year we will have the farm. A year to try again. Walking through the airport on my way back to work and real life, I think decisively "In February we try a double cycle with my eggs and the donor eggs, whatever it costs." It reassures me to have a strong, firm decision. It helps me to think that I can make a difference, actually achieve this dream but mostly I am just treading water, wanting to get through as much time as possible and wanting this last year of my family home to last forever while wanting the pain of saying goodbye to be over now, today, packed up and behind me, painlessly in the past.
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Blogs
- A little pregnant
- Coming 2 Terms
- Confessions of a pregnancy addict
- Cyclesista
- dead baby jokes
- embracing happenstance
- Healing Arts
- Here be Hippogriffs
- I'm a Smart One
- Infertile Fantasies
- Life from here: musings from the edge
- Life with Love and Loss
- Managing The Sweetness Within
- Me the Bumblebee
- Mission: Impossible, or adventures in infertility
- Mommy Wants Vodka
- Nearlydawn... Nearlypregnant... Nearlyoutofsteam
- Someone PLEASE, knock me up!
- Stirrup Queens and Sperm Palace Jesters
- Stitched Up - for the second time
- Tales from My Dusty Ovaries
- That was the plan
- The Xpat Files
- the.para.graph
- This is not what i had planned
- topcat
- Trisomymommy
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I've been thinking about you constantly. So glad to hear an update from you.
Posted by: Becky | January 10, 2009 at 11:06 AM
I hope that a year from now, you are writing about what a great year 2009 was.
Posted by: My Reality | January 10, 2009 at 11:10 AM
May I present you with a big virtual hug and a cuppa tea?
I hope 09 is your year.
J
Posted by: geohde | January 10, 2009 at 08:46 PM
Welcome back, may 2009 be full of hope....
Posted by: M | January 10, 2009 at 09:49 PM
So glad to see you back online.
Posted by: Lyrehca | January 11, 2009 at 07:47 PM
Belatedly wishing you a very good new year full of optimism and success.
Posted by: Pamela Jeanne | January 23, 2009 at 07:43 AM
Hello,
I am an adoptive mom who went through IF and ART for four years. I am reaching out to my fellow bloggers to introduce my new non profit, Parenthood for Me, Inc. Our mission is to provide financial and emotional support to those starting families through adoption or medical intervention. 2009 is about spreading awareness and building up our endowment. We plan on awarding grants to anyone who is a US citizen in Spring of 2010. The link to our website is below. Here is the link to our blog http://parenthoodforme.blogspot.com Also, I am holding an essay contest to tell the stories of other people.
Please pass the link on.
Sincerely,
Erica Walther Schlaefer
President
Parenthood for Me, Inc.
www.parenthoodforme.org
Posted by: Erica Schlaefer | February 12, 2009 at 06:21 PM